Too much love for
All of humanity
Marriage takes precedence
Above other matters
Related, but even with him,
Alone is how she feels.
NaPoWriMo prompt for day 24
Self-portrait poem
Too much love for
All of humanity
Marriage takes precedence
Above other matters
Related, but even with him,
Alone is how she feels.
NaPoWriMo prompt for day 24
Self-portrait poem
The sun sets slowly
Beyond the white capped mountain
Never to return
Until the day you come home
And stitch my fresh bleeding wounds.
I love you
Like a dog loves a flea-
Nibbling and scratching
Until my skin is barren and red.
I need you
Like a thorn in my foot
Deeper with every step
And increasingly painful.
I want you
Like a hypochondriac with an illness
Obsessing about the next symptom
Until my terminal demise.
Gone are the days of independence
traded for housework
And new life goals
Of creating a family
And earning success.
No more immature debauchery,
Finished with pearls,
Longer hemlines
And modest necklines.
I miss the days
Of reckless fun,
But I’ve moved up
And on
And traded it for self love
And you.
“Doesn’t love mean trust, faith, giving of yourself? Doesn’t love mean filling a gap, meeting a need, completing the whole?”
“It’s good to let God pick a man for you. We don’t do so well when we pick them ourselves. They end up like lipsticks in a drawer, all those wrong colors you thought looked so good in the package.”
“You need someone in your life who sees trees the same way you do.”
“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.”
“Love has all the lasting permanence of a rainbow- beautiful while it’s there, and just as likely to have disappeared by the time you blink.”
“Love is ease, love is comfort, love is support and respect. Love is not punishing or controlling. Love lets you grow and breathe. Love’s passion is only good passion– swirling-leaves-on-a-fall-day passion– not angst and anxiety. Love is not hurt and harm. Love is never unsafe. Love is sleeping like puzzle pieces. It’s your own garden you protect; it’s a field of wild flowers you move about in both freely and together.”
Now go out and fill your lives with more love. <3
What will you do
When you’re on trial
For a crime you didn’t commit-
Do you put on a smile
And lie, or stand up tall and admit
That yes, you were there,
But you never saw that man
For you were wearing nothing but shame where
You met your lover in the garage and betrayed your biggest fan-
The one who’s been there all your life
Always caring for you, (but why?)
The meek one, she’s your wife.
You’ll swear by and by
You didn’t know your lover was married (honest)
So when her husband knocked on your door
And your wife listened to him threaten you in the calmest
Manner and invited him in; and with his back turned she knocked him down to the floor
Before realizing what she had done, before the panic
That she couldn’t lift him alone
She began to pace, frantic
(Her innocence was blown)
When she discovered a creak in the wood,
Lifted up the board and pushed him under the patio
And cleaned up the blood
Before you would know.
But when he “went missing” she cried in your arms
About the man that came over with a knife
And wouldn’t back down. Alarms
Sounded in your head- he would have taken your life
And you realized your faithful wife never knew
That you hadn’t been loyal- and now it’s too late.
After all you two have been through
Put in the hands of karmic fate.
Your body raises to walk to the stand
But do you confess? Say that you strayed
From your ever faithful partner to fruit that was banned?
You think to yourself that you really should have stayed
With her, as she looks at you with starry eyes.
Do you fill this woman with even more pain
Or cover up her only lies?
And now that you know what she did, could she do it again?
So what’s the worst outcome-
Living a lifetime in jail for a crime you didn’t perform
Or admitting she did it, and you’re responsible for the monster she’s become?
You near the stand preparing for the storm.
But the question remains- what would you do
With all eyes on you?
A power
Too petty for Gods
A weakness
Fit for disposal upon humans-
Buckling at the knees
Diving head first
And falling in love.
Arrogance
Actualizing annoyance
Admiration
Absent and abandoned
Adolescence: adhered
Apathetic assimilation
Authorizes an appearance
And an abolished affair.
She approaches the vacant bed
With caution
And reflects
On all of the late nights
The requests
For him to crawl in next to her
And wrap his arms around her
A warmth that only he could provide
He did this to himself
She thinks
As she climbs inside
Pulls the freshly laundered sheets up to her neck
Where they lie
With a cold but comforting touch
I’m here for you
As she creates her linen cocoon
And drifts to sleep
Without him.
A girl
That dreamed of men
Strong enough to support her
Fell in love with a boy
That needed to be uplifted
To feel loved.
A boy
Who never wanted to grow up
Or stop having fun
Fell in love with a girl
Who grew up much too fast
And never looked back at her youth.
A girl and a boy
Met and fell in love
And, together,
They were everything
They ever needed.