Loss of reliability
Feeling of inadequacy
Suffering emotional instability
For this lack of reality
From this chemical dependency.
Loss of reliability
Feeling of inadequacy
Suffering emotional instability
For this lack of reality
From this chemical dependency.
Self inflicted punishments
Punishing a wounded soul.
Soulfully devoting kindness
Kindly protecting others
Otherwise left forgotten and alone…
Alone in abandonment…
Abandoned, with long forgotten hope,
Hopelessly she falls
Falling toward an invisible self.
An ink scarred hand
Clutching my throat
With the slightest pressure
Causing my windpipes
To be silent
As the image of you
On top of me
Pinning me down
And leaving me without oxygen
Is forever engraved
In the deepest and most sacred
Cavities of my brain.