Dependency

Loss of reliability

Feeling of inadequacy

Suffering emotional instability

For this lack of reality

From this chemical dependency.

Asphyxiation Fixation

An ink scarred hand

Clutching my throat

With the slightest pressure

Causing my windpipes

To be silent

As the image of you

On top of me

Pinning me down

And leaving me without oxygen

Is forever engraved

In the deepest and most sacred

Cavities of my brain.